Story about motherhood.​ Would you like to read it? ​ The other day, my Manifesting Generator daughter was playing by herself in her room. My Projector son was bored and clingy. I suggested some activities, but he didn’t wanted to do anything. So I suggested (and this happened without thinking, it happend instinctively so I actually surprised myself): Do you want to watch your sister playing? He was immediately enthusiastic. But he wanted to do it TOGETHER (it’s his favourite

Story about dancing in communication with a Generator. Would you like to read it? ​ Recently, I received a voice memo from a Generator friend. She asked me why I had started the Human Design experiment. I felt invited to share, but I wasn’t sure whether the question was coming from her or from her mind. To check in with her, I sent a voice memo back with a closed question: “Do you want to hear why I started experimenting?” ​ I received a grateful voice memo in return. She was

Story about following the body during motherhood.​ Would you like to read it? ​ Last night, my son had troubles falling asleep. He never had these kinds of problems. It seemed like he feared being alone. He was crying, standing in his bed and screaming a lot. He only relaxed and found comfort if I stayed in the room with him, and preferable touched/hugged him (he is emo tribal Projector). ​ My mind was very busy at that moment. ‘How do I get him to sleep?’ ‘How do I leave the

Story about the spiritual swamp. ​Would you like to read it? Recently, someone asked me to spar with them about a relationship dilemma. He was torn between two women and wanted clarity. This man had been on a path of self-development through spirituality for years. ​ “I dream images that point to one woman.” “I ride my bike and see all kinds of signs that point to the other.” It quickly became clear to me that I wasn’t really talking to him, but to his mind, a mind that had c

Story about the power of Sacral center. ​ Would you like to read it? ​ At 12:00, I receive the first message from my Projector son’s daycare: He didn’t sleep this morning. At 15:00, the next message comes: Still no sleep. My son has an open Sacral (and open Root) center, so it’s no surprise that he doesn’t sleep well at daycare. They put all the kids to sleep together, so there’s no escaping the sacral energy of others (70% of the population has a defined Sacral). He absorbs

​ ​Story about being alone and feeling so connected to life. ​ Would you like to read it? ​ I traveled alone to Mexico to attend an HD immersion with Hunt (Generator) and Emily (Manifestor). During my time in Mexico, I spent so, so many hours in my hotel room. The hotel is located on one of the main streets in town, with lots of traffic passing by. My body completely relaxed (phs nervous & environment narrow valleys). I am lying in my spacious room, with no one around me. No

Story about being in a public place with my Projector son. ​ Would you like to read it? We were in a public place, and my 1 year old son was sitting on the floor. He wasn’t doing anything, just sitting, being, and looking around. A stranger passed by, stopped, and looked at him. My son looked back. After a few seconds, the stranger said to him: “I’m curious what you see.” This moment perfectly illustrates how auras work. I thought it was the most beautiful question someone co

Story about the notes I took during the Human Design immersion Ofcourse my left mind took notes during the immersion of Mary Ann and Pavaka. It needs something to hold onto while my vehicle is surrendering to the waiting. As I’m mostly collectiv, I like to share. So here are the gems: Let the body move. Be comfortable in your body. We are here to just be. Waiting was like dying. Waiting brought me to being. Aloneness is not “I’m lonely” Generators: if you say something it is

Story about the Human Design immersion with Mary Ann and Pavaka and being in Ibiza with my dad. I came home from two days immersion.. Sacral Generator dad who isn’t in HD at all: What did you learn today? Me: do you wanna know? Dad: yes Me (taking a moment to find the words to squeeze all the experiences and wisdom into sentence that’s as short as possible): that I need to shut up. Dad laughs really loud. Still laughing.. Finally after laughing dad: but what if others want to

Story about splenic hit ignored Friends came over to our house to play games. The ones who lost the game had to do groceries and cook dinner. The friends lost so they went for groceries and did the cooking. When they were cooking I saw a friend who was cutting the chicken. There was something in this moment, an awareness in my body that made me regret that I didn’t react on it. This awareness, it was so soft but it was there. This awareness made me feel like not eating the ch

Story about sensing my frequency for the first time after years of experimenting I was contemplating about the Projectors Immersion this week, because I sensed something different in my body. And it hit me; I’ve studied Human Design for years now. Years of studying, reading and listening but now I realise how mental it still was. So mental. Now I’m realising that this week, for the first time ever, I sensed it. I felt my strategy and authority. I actually felt all those words

Story about dancing with a Generator Emo MG friend sends me a voice massage: I need your help with making a decision. I just had an job interview which I really liked but I had also another job interview at a different place which I also liked.. blablabla (goes on talking about this and that). I reply: Could it be you’re not emotionally clear about what decision to make? I see you in a few days. Shall we talk about it then? She: Yes! Few days later. She: I don’t need to talk

Story of being for the first time aware of my splenic authority Splenic hit! I felt it (not while I was invited into something, but just normal life situation). Trying to describe this second where I’m for the first time in my life aware of my authority (after 2 years of decontitioning!): Yesterday I was driving, really late, dark, tired. And then I felt this really, really short feeling in my body. Like a hit or something, something that made me alert right away. In this sec