May 2026 ​

Story about motherhood.​ Would you like to read it? ​

The other day, my Manifesting Generator daughter was playing by herself in her room. My Projector son was bored and clingy. I suggested some activities, but he didn’t wanted to do anything. So I suggested (and this happened without thinking, it happend instinctively so I actually surprised myself): Do you want to watch your sister playing? He was immediately enthusiastic. But he wanted to do it TOGETHER (it’s his favourite word. I can’t blame a tribal person). I felt invited and succes! ​

I was so surprised by my own suggestion. I was surprised because of my own conditioning; offering doing activities to a Projector, is conditioning them to be a Generator and not seeing them for who they truly are: here to see and to guide. Not to do. But also surprised because seeing and watching is exactly what I like to do. So.. In a way I’m surprised it took me so long to see what my son needs. Conditioning is real. ​

Now our days are filled with seeing and watching. We are seeing other humans. We are seeing the clouds. We are seeing the animals. ​

This morning I was in the kitchen and he grabbed my hand to show me what got his attention: a bug in the garden. It’s my favourite part: him telling me what he sees. It gives me little insights in how he sees the world. Seeing the world through the eyes of an emo Projector child touches my heart deeply.